Annie The Artist
Illustrations by Cynthia Heininger
Once upon a
time, there was an Artist named Annie.
Annie
worked on lots of nifty arts projects. Sometimes she sang, sometimes
she danced,
sometimes she taught other people how to sing and dance.
Annie truly loved her work, no matter what kind of project she was
working on. Sure, some projects were better than others, but Annie
always made the best of the situation. She was that kind of girl.
One day,
Annie became so frustrated, she yelled at the people working on the
project with her. Annie doesn't like to yell. That felt yucky.
Annie went home and drank a bottle of wine. That felt better. But
Annie knew that wasn't the best solution. Annie was that kind of
girl.
When the
project ended that year, Annie knew she had to find a gracious way to
let go of it. She couldn't think of a good way out, so she decided
to think about it later. That was smart of Annie. She had time on
her side. But, Annie forgot to remember how yucky the project felt. Oh, Annie's Gut was trying to tell her, but
Annie didn't listen to her Gut. So when the time to start the
project again, Annie had forgotten both of those things and she
decided to do the project for one more year. Annie's gut screamed,
“NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!!!” Annie The Artist told her gut to shut
up. Annie made mistakes some times. She was that kind of girl.
The time
came for Annie The Artist to start working on the
Once-A-Year-Not-So-Fulfilling Project (Annie thought giving the
project a funny name would help her get through it. Right). Every
once in a while, Annie would get that feeling in her Gut, but she
ignored it. Then one day, Annie got some bad news about the project.
Annie stood in the middle of her studio and did a silent scream.
Then she called Mr. Producer of the Once-A-Year-Not-So-Fulfilling
Project and said, “Out! I want out!” Okay, Annie's too nice to
talk like that. Annie said, “I don't think I can do this project
this year. There are too many difficulties. I'm sorry to tell you
at such a late date. I am sure Arthur The Artist will be glad to do
it for you.” Mr. Producer said, “Annie, this is bad timing. Why
didn't you tell me about this sooner? We don't want Arthur The
Artist, we want YOU.” Annie felt conflicted. She was that kind of
girl.
Annie also
felt terrible from her head to her tippy toes. She had made every
mistake she could possibly make, including the worst mistake of them
all – IGNORING HER GUT. But feeling terrible helped Annie put her
smarts back on. Once Annie made a mistake, she could usually figure
a successful way out. She was that kind of girl.
She told
Mr. Producer she would think have to think about all of this and that
she would get back to him. Instead of obsessing about the project,
Annie decided to take a vacation from the project. She sang, she
danced and she did her best to forget about it for the rest of the
day. Finally! Annie was getting her act together. She was that
kind of girl.
The next
morning, after a good night's rest, Annie The Artist woke up, ate
breakfast and went to her computer. She wrote a sensible,
professional email to Mr. Producer, laying out the difficulties of
the project, acknowledging her failures and laying out the
circumstances she needed to go forward. She read the email once,
twice, three times and then she walked away. She swept the floor and
then she returned to her computer and sent the email. Annie
immediately felt better. In fact, she felt so good, she went to the
grocery store and she left her smartphone at home! She was that kind
of girl.
By the time
Annie came back, Mr. Producer had written a response. After a few
more emails, Annie and he were able to find a way forward that works
for everybody. But that's not the end of the story.
Annie The
Artist will work on the project again this year, with better
conditions. She'll let go of her mistakes and focus on creating the best project possible. If Mr. Producer calls again next year, she'll graciously say no and tell him all about her wonderful colleague Arthur The Artist.
Annie The
Artist also received a gift from this um, situation. The gift? The
revelation that every creative project she takes on has to have two
of the following three qualities – artistic fulfillment, personal
connection and a good paycheck. Annie had received this gift before,
but not wrapped up like this one. Even though she had to go through
some yucky stuff to receive this gift, Annie is very grateful. She
is that kind of girl.
AND, Annie
The Artist was reminded, once again, to listen to her Gut.
THAT'S the
end of the story.